I'm a women's hormone health specialist and wellness coach who believes you've gotta build your dreams from the inside out

hey, I'm tracy erin

I moved as far north as I could and still be in the state of California, which landed me in the majestic redwoods by the sea.  The beauty captured me, but I had zero understanding of how the wet and rainy environment would eventually compromise my health. It started with monthly colds and headaches, which quickly morphed into sinus infections.  Eventually it got to the point where the standard antibiotic treatment wouldn't even work anymore.  Just thinking that I must be "run down" from exciting college life kept me from ever digging into why I was getting sick all of the time "all of a sudden."  Life goes on... and eventually I was married to my high school sweetheart in that beautiful coastal town.

I had no idea
at the time... 

Growing up in sunny California, I was a happy-go-lucky child of the 80s.  I rode my bike wherever I wanted go, took public transport, participated in school activities, and dedicated my youth to competitive swimming on a year-round travel team.  As long as I was home by dark, no one asked any questions.
I was a good student, excelling in school, despite my boredom and couldn't imagine ever settling on "one thing" I'd want to do with the rest of my life, but even so, I knew college was the next step.

My story really began the moment I finally said no. 

My husband and I moved overseas to West Africa shortly after graduating from college and upon returning three years later, I was expecting our first baby.  (While living in Niger, I saw so many sick people die from lack of basic education and necessities that I was moved to return home and pursue my second degree in Nursing.). This midwife started offering suggestions that were unlike anything I had ever heard of in my years growing up, years living in Africa, and all of my college education to become a Registered Nurse.

Then I met a midwife who changed my entire life

My dog Tulip

Having my first baby was the beginning of a lifelong journey.  One filled with my own research (devouring books and trainings), my own awakening (seeing through the paradigm I'd grown up in), and eventually my own health crisis (ugh, I intimately understand the despair).  

Let me start at the beginning...

And now i'm going to help you own yours.

"Have you tried anything natural?" she'd ask?  I was like a baby all over again, learning how to think about health for the first time.  What really is health?  What does it mean to be healthy?   Nutrition?  Herbs?  Homeopathy?  Mindset?  I had never heard of such a thing actually working.  (My medical brain always wanted to think in terms of medicine and diagnosis.)

That was the exact moment it all changed for me. When I started owning my own story...

...and when I did, some homemade elderberry syrup, a hot bath, and time took care of it nicely. This time was different though. I had body aches I couldn’t explain.  My vision went blurry, my joints began to ache, and I had what I can only describe as electrical “shooting” pains running up and down my nerves. 

Until I Woke Up one day with a fever that changed my life forever

I was that person who rarely got sick... 

Let's fast-forward through the years of motherhood that entails beautiful, life-changing homebirths, more magical midwives, and a passionate desire to learn everything I could to help my family stay healthy...and get to the low point.
We had just moved into a bigger home for our growing family and I was thrilled to have a high private cul-de-sac out front for my littles to play safely and an enormous backyard filled with play houses, gardens, and big climbing trees. In my arms, I had little Noble to gush over, just six weeks old, perfect and serene. He was my fifth home birth and, like the others before him, I felt amazing afterwards. I was ready to spring into life and he was the perfect little addition to my growing brood of mostly boys with one sweet little peach of a girl, Psalm Lily.  I didn't think much of my fever at the time...

Life was moving along perfectly for me

After the initial feverish/body ache phase passed, I was left with intense brain fog, nerve pain, headaches, and a whole host of random, miscellaneous things like heart palpitations, shortness of breath, fatigue, blurry vision, insomnia, joint pain, weight gain, slurred speech, cognitive dysfunction, and body-wide lymph node swelling.
About two months later, and nothing resolving with time, I went to my local doctor with all the concerns of what my new diagnosis could be. Brain tumor? Multiple Sclerosis? Rheumatoid Arthritis? Lyme disease? My initial diagnoses were vague and unsatisfactory. There were times I would pray for some red flag to show up on my blood work that would give me something to research.  I remember thinking, “It’s hard to fight a battle when you don’t know who your enemy is.”  


except this fever.  and it did.

My family

  • Being my own advocate and fighting for answers
  • Never giving up on myself and always believing I could heal
  • Searching for providers who listened to me and didn’t blame my random, unexplainable symptoms on it being “all in my head”
  • Reading everything I could about other’s experiences that were similar to me 
  • Focusing on rebuilding my body, one cell at a time. For example, new cells are created every day. How could I create more healthy cells tomorrow than I have today?  
  • Prioritizing good sleep, exercise, healthy eating, clean drinking water, and minimizing stress
  • Lots of laughter! The Bible says, “A cheerful heart is good medicine.” 
  • Prayer! Always a mixture of begging in desperation and a whole lot of gratitude that He promises to never leave me
  • Learning about toxicity 

I was thrown into a five year battle.  Here is what helped me in the end.

I am so grateful that I am not just where I was before all of this started- I am far better (and truly healthier) than I was before! As they say, “Pain changes people.” Yes, it does…and if you open your heart, even your pain can be turned into a gift.
I see women everyday who have their own stories of pain and suffering, struggle and strife.  Every one of us have our own nuances; making us unique and mysterious in our our way.  But every woman I see has this in common: she knows she wants a better life than the one she is currently experiencing. One with fewer days filled with irritating (and sometimes debilitatiing!) symptoms and one with a whole lot more radiant joy and internal peace.

there is hope

I know what’s it’s like to spend your days in a fog, wishing you could just focus on living the abundant life God has designed for you. You want to feel your best, but instead of rising each morning with joy and anticipation, you wake up with dread at another day of chronic illness. 

I have been in your shoes and I get it.

I’m not kidding—when I’m happy and taking care of myself, my kids practically turn into angels, and life just flows. But the moment I neglect my well-being, things start to slowly unravel. It’s both a beautiful gift and a heavy responsibility we moms carry.

Putting yourself first can feel impossible, but it’s like that airplane oxygen mask speech: it’s non-negotiable. Draw the line, set the boundary, because your health isn’t just about you—it’s the foundation for your household’s peace and your own sanity. And guess what? Science backs it up.

when you take care of yourself, everyone around you benefits

My dog Tulip

With over a five years of experience as a health practitioner and my own personal healing journey, I’ve learned that it’s the little shifts that make the biggest difference. The magic happens when you get clear on who you want to become and start stepping into that version of yourself, even before you’ve fully arrived. Your transformation is ready—you just have to say yes.

The journey isn’t ALWAYS easy, but that’s why I’m here.

 ...is the moment things will begin to shift. I want you to see that you are worthy of everything your heart desires. Trust me.. when you see it, too, it’ll all begin fall into place. 

The moment you decide to stop giving up on yourself + how you want to feel, live, and be...

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